guilty

You’re a monster forever riding on my back.
I can’t shake you, I know I can’t break you.
You taunt me every waking moment I have.
You haunt me in my dreams, only when this hunger finally allows me to sleep.
You take over, override my mind.
I’m weak, and I need control.
I’m searching for something you’ll never let me find: contentment. 
You’re engulfing every inch of my being, and soon, I am certain, there will be nothing left, but a hollow girl, with a soul full of emptiness.

An old photo, some old words, both of which still ring true deep inside me. 

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